solitude

Sunday, August 06, 2006


Solitude (so tasty it hurts ...)

Today i just remembered a song i heard a long time back.... it has beautiful lyrics.. The truth is that for me the words that make a song are much more important than anything like music or who sung it. Lyrics of the song influence my thought a great deal. Whenever i start liking a song its only when i visualize the state of the author while he was writing the song. I think as if i was sitting beside him and he was totally unaware of the my presence. I was in his head when he was thinking about each word.....weird huh?..but i am like that :).....

The song is by Evanescence ..named Solitude...

How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I lived through you, you looked through me

Solitude
Still with me is only you
Solitude
I can't stay away from you

How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me

Solitude
Forever me and forever you
Solitude
Only you, Only true
Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned left behind
I can't stay here another night

Your secret admirer, who could it be

Can't you you see all along it was me
How can you be so blind as to see right through me

Solitude
Still with me is only you
Solitude
I can't stay away from you

Solitude
Forever me and forever you
Solitude
Only you, only true

Saturday, August 05, 2006



kabhi ek roz..
zindagi ke ek mod par tanhayi ka aalam hai
shaam ke aasmaan se baat karta hua ek bavra mann hai
aur baarish ki tez hawaon ne bhi
zindagi ke kuch purane paanon ko palat diya hai
par ek anjani si aarzo ki dastak se
dil-o-dimaag mein jang ka alam hai...
koi is ankahe sach ko jhutlata ..
to doosra sach ke naye raaste dikhata ..
na jang thamti dikhti thi
na mere askhon ki jhadhi
shayad zindagi mein jo socha tha woh galat tha
aur jo kuch paaya tha woh kho diya tha
yeh meri kismat kaho ya meri galtiyon ki sazza
talash thi ek jawab ki
jang rokne ke liye ek nayi shuruwat ki
lekin jis mod par aaj khada hoon
aage andhera gehra hai
peeche nakam hazraton ka janaza hai
nayi subah ki aarzoo mein neend ki talash hai
jabki yeh mujhe bhi khabar hai
ki ek lambi raat ki abhi to shuruwat hai...